Finally ...

One exam paper is down...

Feel kinda relaxed , cause those Managing Organisational Change (MOC) notes are all being squeezed out from my brain to. Writing non-stop for 2 hours and 10 minutes. How time flies. I wish i was given more time to write. But well, at least i feel that my effort is being paid off. I have fully utilized the memory space in my brain.

(  Eh, what's that word ? )

Finally...

This super duper crazy assignment period is all GONE ! *open party popper*

The week is just too heavy for me. I almost give up. I kept struggling the whole week that i have no time to bother anyone around me. Even the fact that i am officially 21. Seriously, i don't feel that i am 21 at all. There is no mood / atmosphere for it. On my birthday itself, i have to rush for assignment, and i even told my housemate not to celebrate my birthday and had a simple dinner that's all. Glad that the pre-celebration and the post celebration made it up for my actual one. Shall blog the celebrations after exams. =)

Assignment in every week for the whole semester is literally crazy. The last week of the semester is just too outrageous ! 3 assignment that due in one week ! Monday, Wednesday and Friday. It is kinda draining my life energy off from me. To think that i am here surviving is the most amazing thing.
( There is a hero that lies in your heart )


" We might be small, but we have BIG DREAMS "

While i was listening to the ipod, i just came across this beautiful and meaningful song. Somehow or rather, i got addicted to it. Inspirational song that touches my heart. No doubt, i can say that Mariah Carey has expressed this song very well. You can totally picture the whole scenerio in your mind , and then feel it.



( Let's walk through the rain together  )

</div>"Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, but it's about getting out there" 

The feeling of uneasiness just struck on me. Feel that something is not right. But i can't figure what it is. I don't really like the feeling of waking up and there's no happy ending in the dreams. There are a couple of times that i have woken up today - 8am, 9am, 10am. Hourly. Each time i woke up from the horrible dream, i will pray that there will be a sweet dream before i go back and sleep again. Ya, which person would actually so stupid to go back to the nightmare again ?

Oh well, it is just a dream. Nothing will come true. I know i have to wake up, especially when i got an appointment later.

Just thought that perhaps i should spread this joy and happiness with everyone, at least before i go to sleep.

One of my best friend is going to get married ! Yes, my first friend that is going to have a lovely wedding on the special day 10 Oct 2010. The triple 10s. The Perfect 10. They are just so perfect for each other. I am indeed very happy for them. I am definitely going to attend their ROM no matter what ! I am going to be the bridesmaid ! or perhaps at least be part of the sister gang ! *forceful*. Well, this starts to reinforce my belief that a sweet and wonderful relationship do exist in this world. May the cupids blessed them with everlasting happiness !

This sweet little bunnies represent them . =) 

On another side note, i do realise that a relationship does not matter on how long you know each other, how long both have been together or how compatible you two are. What it really matters is the feelings both have for each other. The geniune feelings. The mutual trust. The compromise and understanding. Yes, this is what love should be all about. May both of you be a 幸福 couple ! loves! <3

This song has been once posted by b-fly and d-fly before. But it is a very meaningful and motivating song. At times, songs is the best method to express one's feeling. I am not a good writer, who can just convey my feelings through words only. I am not a good pianist/composer that can just sing my emotions out. I am not a good speaker, who can simply just say whatever i have in my mind.

But nonetheless, i can consider myself a good copier. Whenever i chanced upon an interesting article, quote or song, i will copy and paste them. Like what i said, i am not a girl full of wisdom of words. At least this is another smart way to show i feel. Besides, there is bound to have the same emotions - Happy, sad, angry. So you can't sue me on copyrights too. Cause emotions are not being licensed. =)
( Climb higher and higher ..  )

If you ever get lost in the path, don't be afraid to ask directions.

Just woke up not long ago. Have a 6 hours nap, and now i am going to sleep again.

Sigh, i did not get much work done at all. HELP HELP HELP! But my body isn't listening to me. It just feel so weak, and i hardly can move at all. It seemed like my stomach not feeling good at all. No appetite. Wanted to eat something but my mouth does not want to open at all. Wanted to go to gym, but my legs is telling me that they are too weak and tired. Wanted to do my readings, projects and assignment, but my mind is not working at all. Wanted to watch a movie, but i am not concentrating. Wanted to write a nice blog entry, but i am here just rambling away. I am starting to lose my senses soon.

Speaking of assignments, i think i need to work real doubly hard. The grades isn't good at all.

So sick and tired at the moment. I need strength - will power and brain power.

Alright, ignore ignore ignore. I will start studying tomorrow. Exams is just in a 2 months' time. Stop complaining!

*On a side note, i have received a pleasant sms from a good friend of mine, who said that he will be coming for my bdae chalet. Sweet.It really makes my day. Hopefully the birthday party will turn out well. 2 more weeks to go. 

Just want to blog this out.

At times, i was wondering if trying too hard does it really help to solve our problems and open another path for us?

Along the way, when we met an obstacles, we begin trying hard and hoping that the things will change.But when we try too hard, we are running the risk of trying to convince ourselves that compromise serves us. Eventually, this lead to ignoring our inner voice, our inner wisdom, which is attempting to tell us to come back to the center and just be who we are and who we are meant to be. We will slowly lose our true passion and life's purpose.



( We are just learning along the way )

 

Had a nice wonderful day today. Just staying at home and settle some stuff. It's been a while since i have done such stuff. And i do appreciate a moment of spending time alone. (without having to worry much). In fact, i know that are many things awaiting for me to do. *sigh*

( Yearning for serenity )

"Stop, look around and notice how wonderful life is: the trees, the white clouds, the infinite sky. Listen to the birds, delight in the light breeze."

Okay. Now i only left with 24 hours to finish my assignment. Just went to look for tutor for consultation and realised that I was on the wrong track ! Stupid me, i should have started this assignment like 2 weeks earlier. How i hope my inspiration and motivation will come to me earlier. No chatting, no facebook. Need full concentration on this 35% assignment. Seriously stressed. I hate literature review.

Alright, this is my research topic: How organizational image affect employees' motivation and other performance variability, like attitudes, satisfaction. If you got any opinions on this topic, just leave me an offline msg k.



This is how i look like now.    *picture credited to hui min* 

Have a msn conversation with a friend earlier. Knowing that i am 70% shag now, he has drawn this weird funny images. Well, due to his bad drawings, i can't really tell what the image is like. But i think that the first picture looks like SPONGEBOX SQUAREPANTS, do you reckon too ?  And the second picture looks like the person is shocked and have a sudden heart attack. And guess what ? he actually commented that he drew the second pic coz he feels like i look like that when i was rushing for the assignment . -_-

 

But still, it has put a SMILE on my face ..... =) 

Feel free to give your opinions on the drawings too..

*indeed a good way of de-stressing at this point of critical time* 

This past week is the most stressful week i ever had at the moment.. with all the deadlines of the project, mid sem test, comm online discussion and the literature review.. For once, i though i was about to drown at any minute. But somehow or rather, i manage to survive. That's the  POWER OF LOVE  from my family and friends.



Sweet little things is able to cheer me up easily, even just a few words. ( Well, i am easily contented girl )
( little things that make me happy..  )

Hey all,

For those who have linked me up in their blogs, please do remove me from your friends link-up list.

It is a sudden decision i know. But in somehow or rather, i don't wish to have any anonymous to read my blog. Otherwise, i will set the entire blog to private entry and no one will be able to read my blog. But this is the last resort that i want to do. I just want to keep this blog strictly to friends and family only. (I want to keep a LOW PROFILE!)

Some may complain that if they remove my blog they won't be able to know if i updated, especially when i don't even update regularly.  Well, you can always subscribe my page by using RSS feed ! (  Subscribe to RSS Feed !  )

I am kinda tied with assignments for this week. So i am just going to do an overall birthday. (Okay, i know this is not very sincere. But i promise that there is surprises will be coming along the way k.) Just have to wait a few weeks more. Perhaps another  2 to 3 weeks.

Aug 4 - Hui min
Aug 8 - Mummy
Aug 16 - Joyjoy Sayang

The 3 important ladies in my life that have made my life so beautiful and wonderful.



HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! (Each balloon for each person)

*A little side note: Leo people are really fierce and demanding. But still i love that trait. Becoz of that, you have actually protected me (the undecisive libra) from harm and danger.

Yes. I am now drowning in those seas of assignment, tests and projects. (Even my journal design style is flooded with books too).



Look at the time now. It is 9.44am, and i am already awake. True enough, people are usually awake at this time. BUT if i am still awake, this shows that i am still rushing for my assignment.
( Money or studies... which is more important ?  )

True Friends
by Kristie-Lyn Wightman

People today, in all this new world technology and thinking, have lost sight of what a true friendship is.So now let's us revise what a true friend really is.

1. Friends don't have to be exactly the same. Friends have similarities but they also have their differences. They key to opening up the world of friendship is not only to expand on similarities but to accept each other's faults. Because you can't ever judge your friend.

2. Friends have to argue! No one likes to but it is necessary to be healthy. Cause if you agree on everything, either the government has expanded cloning subjects or someone isn't being true and is trying a little too hard.

3. You have to be comfortable together or else you just aren't going to click. If you feel edgy around the person then something isn't quite right.

4. Friends love unconditionally. They have there little angry moments but what's done is done and all is forgive and forget. Why let something that happened in the past ruin what happiness you could have in the future?

5. Believe in love at first sight because there is the equivalent in friendship. Some people think that you have to know someone really well to become good friends. Trust me, it's not true. If the first time you really spend time together you talk for 25 hours straight until 4:30 in the morning about some topic you thought no one else in the world understood, hun, that's real love at first sight.

These are only a few of the basics. Just remember, friends are forever. But only if you keep it that way. Don't diss your buds, love them instead. And when they drive you nuts, love them that much more for being just a little bit different and maybe just a little bit quirky!

_______________________________
( the meaning of true friendship )

Forever?
Like every day for the rest of your life.
Every day?
Yes. Every single day.

That is until we decide we don't want forever.

Forever is redefined.

Forever is a term overused.

Underalalzyed.

Forever means nothing.

Fairy tales aren't what they seem.

They're not always happy endings.

And sometimes we just have to deal with it..

Stop expecting our fairy tale endings,

Our prince charmings,

and realize that in the end,

Reality will be standing there to slap you in the face.


*credit to sophie
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Just in a few hours, it will be officially a WHOLE BRAND NEW SEMESTER again.



This shows that another new beginning of my life has just started again. Perhaps you can name it as " Jorine's Uni Life Season 3".  Kinda Looking forward to it, as i will be expecting another roller coaster ride. That applies to all my uni friends and those flies too ! (you know who you are =) )

( Embark on the third semester... =) ) I will stay strong , determined and strive all the way. I will never give up that easily. I will never get defeated by this "5 headed monster" !

And i 'm looking forward to see my new classmates and my new project mates too . Wonder if i can meet any nice people out there. *pray hard*

Nothing much happened in March.

Managed to dig up some main event and weird funny things out. To summarise, it has been written on the link. =)



( Walter Point, weird jap doll, Random cat,badminton  )